Amanda Kloots Shares About the Intimate Memorial Ceremony For Her Late Husband Nick Cordero!

A private and small memorial ceremony was conducted for the late Broadway actor Nick Cordero last weekend by his spouse Amanda and she described the event as “beautiful and perfect.”

“We had a small memorial yesterday with close family and friends. I said, ‘Nick would have wanted this to be a celebration. Let’s try to laugh, share great stories, and sing for him and to his memory.’ He would have loved it. It was beautiful and perfect. His spirit was definitely there,” stated Amanda Kloots on her Instagram with a picture of herself and her son.

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We had a small memorial yesterday with close family and friends. I said, “Nick would have wanted this to be a celebration. Let’s try to laugh, share great stories and sing for him and to his memory.” He would have loved it. It was beautiful and perfect. His spirit was definitely there. We listened to the song, I’m Here, from The Color Purple. Nick and I saw this show on Broadway years ago and we left the theater in tears, speechless. As it was being played last night the lyrics in the second half of the song hit me hard. Truly, I am scared. Scared of my new normal, of the pain, the loss and being strong enough to get through it. But, I know Nick is up above routing for me, believing in me and hoping for me. He wants me to LIVE this new life and he wants me to be the best version of myself for our son. I promised him in the hospital that I would try to do that. So, when I heard these lyrics yesterday I thought, “Ok. When I’m doubting if I can get through this, I’m playing this song. It will be my motto.” This is a long journey ahead and a down road I never thought I’d be on. No one can tell me how to do it, I have to do it. I may do things right, I may do them wrong. There isn’t a perfect way. One day, one step at a time. I have faith that God is leading the way and that Nick is our angel. In case you don’t know this song and are also in need of a motto, here are the lyrics. Do yourself a favor by listening to @cynthiaerivo sing it. “I'm gonna take a deep breath. Gonna hold my head up. Gonna put my shoulders back, And look you straight in the eye. I'm gonna flirt with somebody When they walk by. I'm gonna sing out . . . Sing out. I believe I have inside of me Everything that I need to live a bountiful life. With all the love alive in me I'll stand as tall as the tallest tree. And i'm Thankful for everyday that i'm given, Both the easy and hard ones i'm livin'. But most of all I'm thankful for Loving who I really am. I'm beautiful. Yes, I’m beautiful, And I’m here.”

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Nick who was recently nominated for Tony for the show Bullets Over Broadway died on July 5^th post fighting with the deadly COVID-19 and he was 41.

Amanda also wrote that in the ceremony the attendees listened to the track “I am Here” from ‘The Color Purple Broadway’ in remembrance of the date they both had a few years back.

She continued: “Nick and I saw this show on Broadway years ago and we left the theater in tears, speechless. As it was being played last night the lyrics in the second half of the song hit me hard,” she revealed, admitting that she now feels “scared” about her “new normal,” and “of the pain, the loss and being strong enough to get through it.”

“But, I know Nick is up above routing for me, believing in me and hoping for me. He wants me to LIVE this new life and he wants me to be the best version of myself for our son,” Kloots stated. Nick and Amanda welcomed their son, last June.

Further, she said: “I promised him in the hospital that I would try to do that. So, when I heard these lyrics yesterday I thought, ‘Ok. When I’m doubting if I can get through this, I’m playing this song. It will be my motto.’”

She also expressed how she has decided to be strong in spite of the lone “long journey and a down road” she never imagined to be in.